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Thursday, August 17, 2006

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Hello all, please just take this as my confession on MMM. I wrote something on my personal site, but this site is not that deep.

The past week has seen me come to further realization of the loss of a job, the loss of a relationship I thought was God-breathed, the loss of my sanity, and the loss of vision. As much as this morning would allow, I was not too sure about MMM. Not too sure about continuing with this, or with much else as I have admitly been quite empty on the inside.

I read more in Job today. Yesterday I could associate with Job 31:35-40. While it was that this morning I had not at all heard God, I read again in Job but this day it was Job 42. I read and rent my heart for a few many moments. I honestly don't know what is next for me, but I know that today I repented in like fashion that Job and others have. I left a big part of myself at 5pm today.

Tonite, I still do not know what will happen to me or the rest of my life. I feel a lot like a plant that has been pruned/cut and then placed in a new pot. I have much to get used in this new pot. I don't know where MMM fits into this all, or where any of you reading this has been this whole time. I am just taking things one star at a time, one piece of faith at a time.

Last piece, the Lord was very stern with me some hours ago I was led to Hebrews 3 and 4 and was reminded that the unbelief of the Isrealites in leaving Egypt caused their death and lack of rest. Before 5pm today, I had said that felt dead. That I had no life. I wrote applications for work into 7-11, Lowes, and Weis supermarket and felt that that was all that my faith had gotten me to. I was disappointed, and disheartened. The Lord was very blunt in saying that for me to rest, for me to show that faith He planted in me like the saints of old, that I would have to have faith and believe.

And so while this is probably a lot more personal a post than ever, and if you haven't been keeping with LaRosa's devotions, then you are missing some good notes of kicks in the pants. Just know, whether its MMM, or God leads me somewhere different, just know that my faith in using mobile tech for ministry just may spark another type of revolution.

So sit tight, there are a ton of other writers here. This isn't the Antoine show by any means, but this is one place where I have laid my heart out. And as it stands, let's just say my heart is getting a much needed tuneup.
- sent from Treo