Mobile Ministry Magazine

With the new switch to the new host, and not being up the past days, its been kind of hard motivating myself to come here and post. And its really because I am posting without people being able to read what I am saying. Its almost like preaching into the air. And to that end, its a bit discouraging.

The release in that feeling is that at some point, someone might see a post that was made during the time things were down, and not knowing that things we down, be encouraged by what was posted. If you will, despite the comments about things not working out, and this being harder than easier, I am encouraged because if no one else sees this, the Lord will. And its for Him that I continue here.

I wonder many times if when Peter, Paul, and others preached at synagoues and in teh streets if it was like this. Maybe it rained outside, or maybe they were put in a jail cell with one person. Did the lack of visiblitiy help or hinder them any? Or was it a note of their own character development? I am sure that for someone like Paul, who was used to having a spotlight of some sort, it might have been a bit harder. I read the back end of Romans 8 and read that he has some inner resolve to keep things going despite the condition of his heart, and probably the condition of things around him.

For myself, I see needing that same resolve. Maybe even more so because this is an online venture. There is no pat on the back in the literal sense, only text messages here and there encouraging and blessing. To my knowledge, no one even read something here and was healed or delievered from an oppressive spirit. The only thing that I know for certain that MMM does is encourage the Body to keep walking regardless. And today, this is something that I have to get even more down into my spirit.